Merry Christmas!!!!!

....to all. We had a great Christmas with family and friends and really enjoyed sharing our news with everyone. It was the first time we had seen many of you since the news of Jae-min, so thank you for your kind words.
Today we celebrated our last Christmas as a family of two (plus Marty). Jae-min was never far from our thoughts today. I'm not sure he had the extravagant celebration we had to celebrate the season and I found myself missing him terribly today. You would think that by knowing about him that it would have made the day easier, and it did, it's now just a different kind of longing. It's hard to wrap your brain around the fact that Jae-min is a living, breathing, little man somewhere and he's ours, all ours. I had made a comment to a friend the other day " I can't believe I'm going to have a son" and her response was "You already have a son, he just lives very far away" That comment gave me peace and of course made me cry. Because yes, we have a son and today we really really missed him.
A special thank you to all those that included Jae-min in your gift giving this year. He received so many wonderful and thoughtful things and those gifts and the gesture meant more to us than you'll ever know. Santa even dropped a little something off with Jae-min's name on it!!!
Merry Christmas sweet boy!!!!