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The Phone Rang.....

At 3:02 on Wednesday December 29, 2010 and we heard these sweet words "congratulations, she's all yours"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yup, you read that right......we have been matched with a beautiful BABY GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! On Dec 14th we saw her sweet face on our agencies list of kiddos. And, as with Jae-min, in that moment of looking into those dark almond shaped eyes, we knew we had found our daughter. The next few weeks were a whirlwind of talking with doctors, praying, but more importantly staring at her pictures and knowing in our heart of hearts that she was meant for us. All the rest just doesn't matter when you know in your heart that this little baby is yours, all yours. We were officially matched on Dec 29th, making Jae-min a big brother.


Yesterday we received the big packet of papers to fill out to officially accept her referral. We're working our way through the huge pile, and then will show a picture of our girlie here. But let me tell you (not biased or anything) but she's ADORABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!! And she's ours, all ours!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's weird, but after that phone call all the emotions of waiting for Jae-min came flooding back. I'm now a mom of 2, one just happens to be a world away. And I've found myself worrying about her, thinking of her at every free moment, studying her pictures till I could tell you each and every detail about each one, and losing sleep over dreaming (and worrying) of whats to come. It's weird to love someone soooooo much who you've never met. And I can tell you the second time around doesn't get any easier. I want my girlie home. I want to squeeze her, and love on her, and watch her play with Jae-min. The ache is here in full force again, but for now we celebrate our beautiful miracle............our beautiful surpise..............sweet Yun-jeong born Feb 1, 2010. We love you baby girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!