5/10/09

Happy Mother's Day!!!

There have been years when this day would come and go with much sorrow. We are fortunate to have both of our mother's to celebrate this day with, but something was always missing. There was always a hole in my heart as we celebrated mother's day.....until this year. This year I got to celebrate with my little (and big) man and it was what I had been dreaming of for so long. I awoke this morning to little whispers and scurrying around and the next thing I knew Jae-min and Joe were on the bed and my little man was holding a card and gift box...so cute. They all went to get breakfast so that I could take a quiet shower Yahoo and then we went to church. We took a walk just the three of us before visiting family for the afternoon. I couldn't have dreamt up a better day. It was definately worth the looooooooooong wait and many mother's days with that sinking feeling in my heart. That feeling is no more.
Today was a wonderful day. After some stressful and overwhelming days since bringing Jae-min home and all the stress before, it was nice to have a day like this. A day to celebrate all mothers. Today I took time to remember the pain of those mothers days past and to reflect on those feelings. And to take a moment of thanks for all I do have!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!