2/11/11

A Mother's Intuition....

Is a powerful thing, even halfway around the world!!! For the last several weeks I just could not shake the feeling that something was amiss with Yun-jeong. I had this pit in my stomache that something was wrong, and I just couldn't explain it or shake it. It actually began to overtake me and a few days ago I couldn't take it anymore so we contacted our agency. Come to find out........this mamma's intuition was spot on!!!
It appears that our little Yun-jeong has been sick last week and into this week with a very high fever and what they think is roseola. We know that this is a common childhood illness, but it still doesn't make it any easier. To not be there to comfort her is really really hard. I know her foster family is taking good care of her, but we wish we could snuggle her and help her through this sickness.
I have actually amazed myself that my intuition was correct. It amazes me to think that I "felt" like something was wrong, and sure enough it was. But the most amazing thing is that we are already connected. Even though we've never met, I've never held her, heck I've never even seen her "real"............I'm her mom. And that to me is the most amazing part of all!!!!!!!!!!!!!