Now!!!!!! I have been riding this roller coaster for 2 years now and I want off. I am done. Someone please stop this ride, please put on the brakes, and let me off!!!! I think I'm finally at the end of my rope. It's been a very emotional few days here. Happiness mixed with sadness. We have become very friendly with two other families from our agency who received referrals the same time as us. We've been traveling the last leg of this journey together until now. They both got their VI's yesterday and their travel calls came in today. I'm beyond excited for them. When they called with news I started to cry with happiness and sadness. Their wait is finally over!!!! Yet I can't stop crying because our little Jae-min is still in Korea waiting for his silly visa to be issued. I know I shouldn't complain as the wait so far has been so short, its just I need my baby home now. Like yesterday.
You may ask how can you come so far and lose it now? I don't know. I think deep down I know we're nearing the end and it can't get here fast enough. So get me off this roller coaster and let our phone ring. We so wanted to be in Korea at the same time as these families. Our patience is starting to wear alittle thin.
4 comments:
Aww I am so sorry you are having a sad day. I know what you mean wanting off the roller coaster. BUT you hang in there you are so so close!!! This is all coming to an end soon and you are bringing that beautiful baby boy home.
I am sorry you are having a hard time. But the ride is almost over. Lean back and relax. (Yea right...hard to do!)
I know how you are feeling. I really do. There are days I just want to stay in bed with my baby's blanki and cry. We need our babies home...
Hi Joe and Shannon: You will hear real soon about Jae-min. Everything has been going good so far, don't get discouraged. We pray for you every day.
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